thriller..

yeah, i often dreamed about people around me who changed being a bad person, then his face was transformed being creepy and scary. then all of them was looking for me, and wanted to kill me. at that time i just wanted to run, but i could not. i tried to move my feet, step by step, but it felt so heavy. then i scared, so scared because no one of them who helped me, or tried to take me keep running. no one. then i found one person, i forgot who is he, i forgot his name. but when he saved me, took me to the safe place to hide, finally he transformed too. then i ran again, even i could not. my body felt like it was tied so tightly till i could not ran anymore. i could not move. and he was getting closer to me, closer, closer, and he got me!

then i woke up.

last last last last last last night i had a bad dream, terrible, and thriller. again and again.

it was at my school, and there would be an event. i was there with others. i forgot how was the detail, but absolutely they wanted to kill me. they? yes. pimen, laras, rizal, anik, i forgot the others, and there was the big one, the fat one, he is male, who saved me and covered me from others's attacked. ah that was so thriller. even laras, my desk mate, my best friend, and she wanted to kill me too. so everyone had a stick, maybe it's 15cm, thin, and at the edge is taper. they used that stick to kill me, by sticking that stick on my skin, like an injection, then i will die. so i ran as fast as i can, defeat them one by one, tried to avoid them as i can, tried to move. and some people tried to help me, like pimen and rizal, at first i thought that they were not danger. they didn't want to kill me, yeah, they were so kind of me. but then i realized that they pretended to do that things to me in order that they could approach me and killed me easily. i realized when rizal quietly moved his hand and issued the stick secretly without my detection. suddenly he spoke loudly to pimen, "NOW!" at that time i realized that they wanted to kill me too.

ah that story never had happy ending for me. i often dreamed about such dreams. terrible and thriller. i don't know why always be me who chased and attacked  by others. but i never get the ending. i forgot how was the ending. i just shocked, woke up from my sleep, and realized that all just in my dream.

but, what about if that will really happen to me?