August 26, 2013

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Love is when i am angry with him and forgive him at same time -De Buron, Maria Jaclyn.

August 15, 2013

sleep

holiday passed so quickly. but it also long time, 3 weeks of semester break. heaven on earth.. school briefly then off again for 2 weeks holiday of lebaran. that so long times if i walk around my housing in the morning might bring my weight down 10kg more. haha especially everyday for jogging could well shrink until 20kg. hahahaha. delusional-_-

holiday's problem that has not been lost, insomnia. sleepless. well, my turn to sleep during the holiday right through 11 p.m. that was still brought up today. until tonight. wanna get some sleep anymore. but the more i try to sleep, is the more i can't sleep. and the more i try to turn my eyes off, i am increasingly literate. *smirk. fine then, i've heard from unknown people, that the time when you want to sleep, is when you don't want to. absolutely that's right. when i again don't want to sleep anymore, just want to turn the tv on and i am in the middle of amazing movies, eighty percents i even fell asleep in the going-on movie. that's funny how your brain immediately goes fizzle and slower and your eyes increasingly narrowed when James Bond was fire fighting on the top of the train or Dominic Toretto was on the super high speed across the crowd road with almost all the cops after him. really funny. my brain is not in sync with my mind. worse, when my eyes still wide open, my brain still works properly and doesn't seem to show any signs of fatigue, no interesting movie. there's nothing more good than comedy tv shows in the middle of night. *sigh.

wanna sleep. oh if so the statement above is true, i don't wanna get sleep. wanna watch tv until midnight. with a mind hoping that i will fall asleep soon.

August 13, 2013

Eid Mubarok Day

happy eid mubarok day 1434 H
mistakes are ours.
perfection is only Allah's.

The Great Allah who gives me more times more faith and breathe to join ramadhan this year and close it with eid mubarok. greet and meet with all folks and family from place to place. eat every kind of food from place to place. get more money from folks and neighbors. play and have fun with brothers and sisters from distant family. this is the gift from Allah. nothing sacrifice that doesn't make a reward. it's worth it. i never have the words to say except my great thankful for the chance that Allah has already given to me. to my family. to us.

with all respect and not lost from my faith, i apologize to you all the people in the world for my mistakes. in this right time and good chance, we all reborn. new life. new faith. and new story. will begin from now.