i hope somebody read this

jangan ngaku kompak kalo masih ga ngerti arti kompak itu apa.
jangan mengatasnamakan solidaritas kalo ga ngerti arti solidaritas.
jangan ngaku solid kalo masih teriak orang lain ga solid.

kompak itu bukan menyamakan perbedaan, tapi melengkapi perbedaan.

salah besar kalo anda bilang orang lain ga kompak dan egois karna beda pendapat sama anda. sekarang kalo mikirnya dibalik, siapa yg sebenernya egois dengan tidak bisa menerima pendapat orang lain? dan mana yg lebih egois daripada teriak orang lain ga kompak hanya gara-gara anda ga puas sama pendapat orang tsb?

sebelum teriak orang lain ga kompak dan egois, berkaca dulu. kompak itu ga saling teriak ga kompak. kompak itu ga saling teriak satu sama lain egois. kompak itu menerima pendapat yang beda. kompak itu bersatu karna beda, bukan bersatu karna sama. kalo yang beda dijadikan sama, bukan kompak tapi maksa. kalo yang beda bisa bersatu, itu baru kompak.

renungkan.

mourn

life is a mystery box. a box with million secrets.
and one of those secrets is death.

Allah, if my time's coming, i hope that i'm ready to face You. i wonder, what it feels when facing with You. but one day, i'll get the answer on myself.

for beloved friend, son, and brother that has left us this morning, hope Allah gives the best place for you in His side boy. i don't know you, but it doesn't mean i don't care. smanda is mourning. but always love you. have a nice sleep boy.

finally i reach my final limit of my patient against you.

ha ha

hello september and all people who thanks to God for His pleasure still giving us breath and chance to open our eyes and see the most colorful and wonderful place that we've ever seen, earth.

i am on the last grade of school. last year. all i want to do right now is just play play play play play and play with all my friends, enjoy the life that Allah has given, make some crazy stories, get drunk and have a lot of fun. and alllllll another moments that have to be filled in the last year of school. yeah you know school not coming twice in our life just do all the things that you can only do when you're still in school zone.

i hate school for some reasons. but also love and miss it when i am not in school anymore. just like you. i hate you for many many many reasons. but i don't know how can i fall into your gravity so deep and just miss you when you're not stand near to me anymore. what is it called, if love and hate compare as one unity? so what should be true? i hate you? or i love you?

oh the second is the damned wrong answer.

but the first is also incorrect answer.

kyah!

rani nya bingung mau ngomong apa. rani nya lagi banyak pikiran. eh, pikiran cuma satu sih, tapi bercabang. rani nya pengen makan, tapi takut gendut. kata orang gapapa bangga aja jadi diri sendiri. nah rani bangga kok jadi gendut. but sometimes, orang gendut mana sih yang gak pengen kurus?

dear you, a man who sits 8 meters from me, you just drive me insane. kyah!